The Chronicle of Helvaen Mordvalis

 Being a Full and Faithful Accounting of the Fallen Paladin, Now Shadowknight, Who Walks Among the Norrath Secret Society. Set down by the hand of Mordven Nocturnis, Lorekeeper of the Veil, that the truth of this one's long road might be preserved against the forgetting that time so often works upon even the most singular of souls.

Chapter 1: A Preface, Penned in Candlelight

I have undertaken many chronicles in my years as Lorekeeper of this Society, and I confess that few have given me such pause as this one. It is no simple matter to write the history of a man who has himself refused to write it, who has, across the long years I have known him, offered me only fragments, riddles, and silences where other men would offer boastful recollection. Helvaen Mordvalis does not court the chronicler's pen. He has never once asked that his deeds be recorded, and I suspect that were it within his power to prevent this very telling, he might do so, not from shame, though shame may yet live somewhere beneath that cold exterior, but from a deeper conviction that his story belongs to no one, least of all to history.

And yet I write it, for the Society I serve was founded upon a single creed: Seek. Discover. Endure. We do not turn from the difficult truths of those who walk beside us. We do not let the shadows that cling to our brothers and sisters go unexamined, for it is in the examining, in the patient gathering of fragment upon fragment, that we come to understand not merely what a soul has done, but what it has endured to become what it is.

So I have spent these last seasons gathering what can be gathered. I have spoken with elders of Felwithe who would not give their names, who spoke of the Mordvalis line only in lowered voices and with backward glances, as though the very mention might summon some old curse back into their halls. I have pored over temple ledgers half-erased by time and by deliberate erasure both. I have sat across the long silences of many a night watch with Helvaen himself, and have learned, slowly, that his silences are themselves a kind of speech, if one has the patience to listen to what is not said.

What follows, then, is as true an accounting as I am able to render. Where certainty fails me, I shall say so plainly, for a chronicler who pretends to knowledge he does not possess does dishonor to the craft. But where the threads of evidence draw together into a clear and certain pattern, I shall speak with the confidence the truth deserves. 

Chapter 2: The Towers of Felwithe, and a Son Born to the Light

     In the elder days, before the Age of Destiny had fully come into its terrible bloom, the high elven city of Felwithe stood as it had stood for ages uncounted, its spires of pale stone rising from the deep woods of Faydwer like fingers raised in eternal supplication to the heavens. It was, and remains, a city that prizes above all things the purity of knowledge and the radiance of devotion, a city whose people have long believed themselves the chosen custodians of wisdom and light upon the mortal coil. It was into this city, into a family of modest but respected standing within the temple precincts, that Helvaen Mordvalis was born.

     The Mordvalis line, as I have been able to reconstruct it from fragments of temple record and the grudging memory of elders who would speak at all, was a family of clerics and paladins stretching back several generations, none of them remarkable enough to be sung of in the great halls, but all of them steady, faithful, and unblemished in their service. It was, by every account I have gathered, a family that valued duty above ambition, and it was in this quiet, dutiful household that the boy who would become the man we know was raised.

     Of his childhood I know little, for childhood is rarely recorded except where it foreshadows greatness or tragedy, and the temple scribes of Felwithe, in those years, saw in young Helvaen only the ordinary promise of a devout son following an honored path. He was inducted into the temple schools at the customary age, and there, the few surviving records suggest, he distinguished himself swiftly. One aged instructor of swordcraft, whom I located still living in a quiet hermitage on the outskirts of the Greater Faydark, recalled him thus, though I render the words in my own hand rather than his exact speech, for he spoke in the clipped and guarded manner of one who has spent decades trying not to remember:

     The boy possessed, this instructor said, a stillness uncommon in the young. Where other novices fidgeted through their devotions and rushed their forms in eagerness to be done with practice, Helvaen lingered. He repeated each stroke of the blade a hundred times where others were satisfied with twenty, not from any joy in the repetition itself, but from a conviction, even then, that imperfection was a kind of dishonesty, a small lie told to the gods he meant to serve. It was this very quality, the instructor confessed, that made the boy's later fall so difficult to comprehend, and harder still to forgive. A careless soul might be excused a careless fall. But Helvaen had never been careless. Whatever befell him, the instructor insisted, must have been deliberate, or must have broken something in him too deep for carelessness to explain.

     He took his paladin's vows at the appointed age, kneeling before the high altar of Felwithe in the traditional vestments of white and silver, and swore the oaths that bind a knight of the light to service, to honor, and to the eternal vigilance against the dark. By every account, he meant those oaths with his whole being. There is a particular fervor that belongs only to those converts who have chosen their faith rather than merely inherited it, and though Helvaen had been raised within the temple's embrace from infancy, something in his nature made him approach his vows as though he were choosing them anew each morning, as though faith for him was not a comfortable garment worn from habit but a discipline renewed through constant, deliberate will.

     For a span of years, perhaps a decade or more by the reckoning I have managed to piece together, Helvaen Mordvalis served as a paladin of unusual devotion. He rode out from Felwithe on the errands such knights are given: the clearing of corrupted groves where the deep woods had taken some dark turn, the escort of pilgrims through dangerous passes, the occasional grim duty of standing against necromantic incursions that crept, as they so often do, from the festering places at the edges of civilized land. He was, by all surviving testimony, exactly what a paladin ought to be: brave without recklessness, devout without sanctimony, and possessed of a discipline that made him reliable in precisely the moments when lesser knights faltered. 

Chapter 3: The Order of the Silver Vigil, and the Brotherhood He Knew

     He served, I have learned, within a smaller fraternal order housed beneath the greater temple structure of Felwithe, a brotherhood that called itself the Silver Vigil, though this name has all but vanished from common memory, kept alive only in the most obscure of temple annals. The Silver Vigil was, as best I can determine, a company of perhaps two dozen knights and clerics bound by additional vows beyond the ordinary paladin's oath, vows of mutual guardianship, of shared vigilance, of brotherhood that ran deeper than the formal hierarchy of the temple itself. It was within this brotherhood that Helvaen found, for a time, something that approached true belonging, and it was within this same brotherhood, I have come to believe, that the seeds of his undoing were first planted.

     There was, among the Silver Vigil, a knight whose name appears in the fragmentary records I have gathered only as Brother Aerendil, and whom several of my sources, speaking with the particular care of those discussing a painful memory, described as having been closer to Helvaen than any other living soul, closer even than blood kin. Whether this closeness was the bond of brothers in arms, or something that ran deeper still, I cannot say with certainty, for the sources who might know are either long dead or unwilling to speak plainly even now, generations removed from the events themselves. What I can say is that every account agrees on this much: Aerendil and Helvaen were, for years, inseparable in their service, and it was the breaking of that bond, in one fashion or another, that set the fall in motion.

     The most consistent account I have managed to gather, though I caution the reader that it remains in places more inference than certainty, holds that the Silver Vigil was dispatched in the depths of one particular winter to investigate disturbances within a stretch of the deep woods that had, in earlier ages, been the site of some forgotten atrocity, the nature of which even the temple's own histories treat with evasive vagueness. Whatever lay buried there, the order that called itself the Silver Vigil rode out to confront it, two dozen strong, and returned, by the accounts I have gathered, considerably diminished. Among those who did not return was Brother Aerendil.

     The temple's official record of the expedition, where it survives at all, is maddeningly brief, the sort of brevity that suggests deliberate omission rather than honest ignorance. It states only that the Silver Vigil engaged a corrupting presence within the wood, that the presence was driven back though not destroyed, and that the order suffered losses in the engagement. It does not name the dead. It does not describe the nature of the corrupting presence. And it says nothing whatsoever of what happened to Helvaen Mordvalis in the aftermath, though it is from this aftermath, I am now convinced, that his transformation truly began. 

Chapter 4: The Long Silence That Followed

     What is known, from sources outside the temple's own guarded record, is that Helvaen returned from that expedition changed in some manner that those who knew him found difficult to articulate, though all who spoke of it used similar language: a stillness that had once seemed disciplined now seemed instead absent, as though something essential had been hollowed out of him and not yet replaced. He continued his duties for a time. He did not, in those first months, abandon his oaths or his order. But the warmth that had once tempered his discipline, the few who remembered him from those days agreed, had gone out of him, leaving only the discipline itself, cold and exact and increasingly joyless.

     It is here that I must rely most heavily upon inference, for the surviving record grows thin precisely where the truth becomes most essential. I have gathered three distinct accounts of what befell Helvaen in the years following the loss of Aerendil and the expedition into the deep wood, and I set them down here not as established fact, but as the threads from which I have woven my own best understanding of the truth.

     The first account, offered to me by an aged temple archivist who would speak only on condition that I never record her name, holds that Helvaen petitioned the temple elders, in the months following his return, for permission to undertake a private penance, a solitary vigil at the very site where Aerendil had fallen, in hope of recovering some trace of his brother's remains for proper rites. This petition, she claims, was denied, the elders judging the site too dangerous and the corrupting presence within it insufficiently subdued to risk a lone knight's return. Helvaen, by this account, did not accept the refusal gracefully, and there are hints in the archivist's careful phrasing that some manner of confrontation occurred between him and the temple hierarchy, a confrontation that left lasting bitterness on both sides.

     The second account, gathered from a wandering Faydwer woodsman whose family has dwelt at the edges of that deep forest for generations and who claims the tale was passed to him by his grandfather, holds something stranger still: that Helvaen did indeed return to the site of the engagement, whether with the temple's blessing or without it the woodsman could not say, and that what he found there was not merely the corrupting presence the Silver Vigil had driven back, but something that spoke to him in Aerendil's own voice, offering him a bargain whose precise terms the tale does not preserve, save that it promised him the power to ensure no brother of his would ever again be lost as Aerendil had been lost. Whether this account holds any grain of literal truth, or whether it is merely the kind of folk embellishment that gathers around any tale of a fallen knight, I cannot say with confidence. But I record it here because I have found, in my years as Lorekeeper, that folk tales often preserve an emotional truth even where they distort the literal one, and the emotional truth at the heart of this account, that Helvaen's fall was bound up inextricably with grief and with a desperate desire to prevent its repetition, rings true to everything else I have learned of the man.

     The third account, the most fragmentary of the three, comes from a single line in a private letter, preserved by chance in a Felwithe family archive unconnected to the Mordvalis line, written by a temple cleric who mentions in passing, amid other gossip, that the Mordvalis son had been seen consorting with practitioners of forbidden arts in the months before his formal renunciation, and that the temple had moved to strip him of his paladin's commission before he could renounce it himself. This account, brief as it is, suggests a more gradual unraveling than the others, a slow drift toward darker knowledge rather than a single dramatic bargain, and I find myself inclined to credit it at least in part, for it accords with what I have observed in Helvaen's own bearing across the years I have known him: a man who did not fall in a single instant of weakness, but who walked, step by deliberate step, into a darkness he had already half decided to embrace.

Chapter 5: The Night the Paladin Died

     Whatever the precise sequence of events, all sources agree on the eventual outcome, and agree further that it transpired with a finality that left no room for reconciliation. Helvaen Mordvalis renounced his paladin's vows, or had them stripped from him, the distinction mattering less with each passing year, and in the same season took up the practices of the shadowknight, a path utterly anathema to everything the temple of Felwithe holds sacred. Where a paladin draws strength from devotion and the favor of the light, a shadowknight draws strength from darker founts, from the willing embrace of corruption, from pacts and practices that the temple regards as a betrayal not merely of doctrine but of the soul itself.

     The formal ceremony of renunciation, where it occurred at all rather than being simply declared after the fact by a temple eager to disown him, would have been a grim affair, for Felwithe's traditions regarding the casting out of a fallen knight are old and unforgiving. I have read accounts of similar renunciations in other contexts, and the pattern holds a particular cruelty: the knight's name is struck from the temple rolls, his arms and vestments are stripped from him in a public ceremony meant to humiliate as much as to formally sever the bond, and he is cast beyond the city's gates with the understanding that to return is to invite death without trial. Whether Helvaen endured this full ceremony, or whether he had already fled before it could be enacted, the records do not say with certainty. But strike his name from the rolls they did, and the Mordvalis family, by every account, suffered for his fall in ways that linger even now, their once-respected name spoken in Felwithe, where it is spoken at all, only with the particular bitterness reserved for those who have brought shame upon an honored house.

     I asked Helvaen once, in one of the rare conversations where he permitted me more than a sentence in answer, whether he regretted the manner of his leaving Felwithe. He was silent long enough that I believed he would not answer at all, and then he said only this: that regret was a luxury for those who believed they had been given a choice, and that he had long ago concluded the choice had been made for him before he ever understood it was being offered. I did not press him further. There are answers that close more doors than they open, and I judged this to be one of them.

Chapter 6: The Years of Wandering

     What followed his fall was a period I can only describe as the years of wandering, for they left almost no trace in any record I have been able to locate, save scattered and unreliable rumor across nearly every land touched by the long reach of Norrathian gossip. I have found references, none of them certain, to a hooded knight matching his description who fought as a mercenary blade in the border conflicts of the Commonlands, who was glimpsed in the shadowed alleys of Freeport in the company of necromancers whose business is best left undescribed, who was reportedly seen standing alone amid the ruins of forgotten battlefields in the depths of night, doing nothing that any witness could discern save standing in silence as though listening for something only he could hear.

     These years, by my estimation, stretched across decades, perhaps longer, for the high elves measure their lifespans in centuries where lesser races measure theirs in mere decades, and Helvaen had the long span of his kindred even as he forsook nearly everything else his kindred valued. It is in these long, undocumented years, I believe, that whatever strangeness now clings to him took deeper root, for a soul that walks alone through decades of shadow, severed from the comforts of home and kinship and faith, is a soul that has ample time to be reshaped by the company it keeps, even when that company is only its own grief and the dark arts it has chosen to master.

     I have wondered, in my quieter hours of reflection upon this chronicle, whether Helvaen sought out companionship at all during these years, or whether he had already begun the long retreat into solitude and silence that so marks him now. The scattered rumors suggest a man who moved alone more often than not, who took employment where employment was offered but formed no lasting bonds with those he served alongside, who vanished from each engagement as quietly as he had arrived. If this is so, then the silence and solitude we observe in him today within the halls of the Society are not new afflictions, but old habits worn smooth by long repetition, a shell grown so familiar that it has become, perhaps, indistinguishable from the man himself.

Chapter 7: The Arts of Shadow He Came to Master

     It would be a disservice to this chronicle to pass over the nature of what Helvaen became without some accounting of the dark discipline itself, for the shadowknight's path is not merely the absence of paladin's light, but a craft entire unto itself, with its own rigors and its own terrible elegance. Where the paladin draws his strength from the favor of benevolent powers and from the purity of his own devotion, the shadowknight draws his strength from darker founts: from pacts struck with entities that traffic in suffering and corruption, from the deliberate cultivation of fear in those who oppose him, from a willingness to wield the very forces a paladin is sworn to oppose.

     It is a path, I have come to understand through long study and through the careful, oblique testimony Helvaen has occasionally offered, that demands a discipline no less rigorous than the one he abandoned, though it is a discipline turned wholly inward upon darker purpose. A shadowknight who lacks control over the forces he commands is quickly consumed by them, and Helvaen, whatever else may be said of him, has never once shown the slightest sign of being consumed. If anything, the discipline that once made him an exemplary paladin seems to have transferred itself wholesale into his mastery of the shadow arts, the same exactness, the same refusal of carelessness, now turned to darker ends.

     He commands, those who have fought beside him report, a particular and fearsome mastery over the manipulation of fear itself, able to unman even hardened veteran adventurers with little more than a presence that seems to draw the warmth from a room. He calls upon dark pacts that lend strength to his blade in moments of greatest need, and he moves through battle with an economy of motion that several of our own raid leaders have remarked upon as almost unsettling in its precision, as though he has fought the same battles a thousand times before and has long since stripped away every wasted gesture. There is, in this precision, an echo of the young paladin who repeated his sword forms a hundred times where others were satisfied with twenty. The discipline did not die with the paladin's vows. It merely changed its master.

Chapter 8: Destiny's Crooked Path to the Norrath Secret Society

     How precisely Helvaen Mordvalis came at last to the banners of the Norrath Secret Society remains, even to me, a matter clouded in more mystery than I am entirely comfortable admitting in a chronicle that aspires to truth. Merlo Elessedil, our Keeper of the Veil, has spoken of his arrival only in the most general terms, and I have learned across my years of service to her that when she chooses vagueness deliberately, there is usually good reason behind the choice, whether for Helvaen's sake or for reasons of her own that she has not seen fit to share even with me.

     What can be said with confidence is this: he arrived among us bearing the unmistakable look of a man who has walked a very long and very hard road, and who has reached, in the wake of that road, a kind of exhaustion that lies beyond what any ordinary fatigue can produce. He asked for no honors and made no claims upon our history or our resources beyond the simplest request: a place to stand, and purpose enough to justify the standing. Merlo granted this without hesitation, and whatever judgment she rendered in that moment, whatever weighing of his fallen past against whatever she perceived in him in that first meeting, has been borne out across the long years since by his unwavering service.

     I have heard it suggested, among those members of the Society inclined toward romantic speculation, that it was something beyond mere chance that brought him to us, that the same crooked destiny which led him from the light into the shadow led him onward still, by paths neither he nor any of us can fully trace, to a guild whose very philosophy holds that no soul should be rushed past the trials that shape it, that every tier of experience must be earned and endured rather than skipped toward some hollow endpoint. There is a certain poetry in the notion that a man who spent decades being shaped, however cruelly, by trials he could not skip past, should find his final harbor among a brotherhood that holds patient endurance as its highest creed. I do not know if this poetry reflects literal truth. But I confess I find myself wanting to believe it, for it grants meaning to a road that might otherwise seem only cruel and arbitrary.

Chapter 9: His Place Among Us, in the Years That Followed

     In the years since his arrival, Helvaen Mordvalis has become, in his own quiet and unassuming fashion, one of the most reliable and formidable blades the Norrath Secret Society has ever called brother. He has stood in the front ranks of nearly every significant engagement the Society has undertaken across these many seasons, from the early trials of our founding years through the long campaigns that brought us to our present standing at the threshold of Tier Six and the lands of the Desert of Flames that now beckon. He has never once, by any account I have gathered from those who have fought beside him, faltered in his duty, never once placed his own safety above the safety of the brothers and sisters arrayed beside him.

     And yet for all his reliability in battle, he remains, in the ordinary fellowship of guild life, something of a ghost among us. He attends the gatherings our Society holds, the celebrations of milestone and victory, but he stands always at the edge of them, present yet apart, as though some invisible distance separates him from the warmth the rest of us share so easily. He speaks, when he speaks at all, in sentences stripped to their barest necessity, offering no embellishment, no humor, no warmth, only the precise information the moment requires and nothing more. Newer members of the Society, I have observed, often mistake this for coldness or disdain, and approach him with the wary caution one might offer a sleeping predator. Those who have known him longer understand it differently, though even they would struggle, I think, to articulate exactly what that understanding consists of.

     I myself have spent more hours in his company than perhaps any other member of the Society, for it has long been my particular charge as Lorekeeper to gather the histories of those who walk among us, and I confess that in the early years of our acquaintance I pursued him with a chronicler's persistence that he tolerated with what I can only describe as weary patience. It was across these many quiet hours, sitting watch together in the small hours before a raid, or standing at the edge of some campfire while others slept, that he offered me the scattered fragments from which much of this chronicle has been assembled. He has never once, in all our long acquaintance, offered me a full and unbroken account of his own history. He offers fragments, and trusts, I have come to believe, that I will assemble them with care, or perhaps does not trust this at all, and simply finds it easier to speak in fragments than to speak in full.

Chapter 10: The Strangeness That Clings to Him

     I would be remiss, in a chronicle that aspires to honesty, to pass over the matters that unsettle even the most seasoned members of our Society when they speak of Helvaen in low voice among themselves. Foremost among these is the matter of his apparent agelessness. High elves, it is true, possess a longevity that dwarfs the brief span of humankind, and it is no great wonder for a high elf of middling years to show little outward sign of aging. But Helvaen has stood among us now for the better part of two decades by the reckoning of this Society's own founding, and in all that time, by the testimony of every member who has known him across that span, he has not aged so much as a single visible day. The lines that time inevitably traces upon even the longest-lived faces have not touched his. His bearing, his step, the very texture of his presence, remain precisely as they were on the day he first arrived among us.

     I have asked him of this directly upon more than one occasion, for a chronicler owes his subject at least the courtesy of direct inquiry even where he expects only silence in return. On the one occasion he answered me at all, he said only that the shadow does not measure its servants by the passage of seasons, and that whatever toll his long road has exacted from him, it has not chosen to exact it in the coin of years. I do not fully understand this answer, and I suspect he does not fully understand it either, or understands it in ways he has chosen not to share. But I record it here as he gave it to me, for I have learned that in matters touching the deeper mysteries of the shadow arts, even partial and riddling answers are more than most are willing to offer.

     Stranger still, to those who have witnessed it, is the manner of his departures. He does not take his leave through door or gate as other folk do. Those who have watched him closely report that he is present in a room, engaged perhaps in some quiet conversation or simply standing at the margin of a gathering, and then, in the space of an unguarded blink, he is simply absent, with no sound of footstep or door to mark his going. I have witnessed this myself on perhaps a dozen occasions across our years of acquaintance, and I confess that even now, knowing what I know of the shadow arts and their capacity for such tricks, the experience never fails to raise the hair upon my arms. There is something in it that feels less like a learned technique and more like an old and intimate familiarity, as though the shadow itself recognizes him as one of its own, and opens itself to receive him as a door opens for a returning master of the house.

     I asked him once how this was accomplished, expecting, as I had come to expect, a riddle or a silence in answer. Instead he said something I have turned over many times since in my own thoughts, and which I record here exactly as he spoke it to me, for it seems to me the closest thing to a true confession he has ever offered: that the shadow remembers its own, and that he has given it ample reason, across his long road, to remember him well.

Chapter 11: Of His Bearing in Battle

     It would be incomplete to dwell only upon the mysteries that surround him without speaking plainly of his conduct in the press of battle, for it is there, more than in any quiet conversation, that the true measure of a soul within our Society is taken. I have stood near him in engagements both great and small, and I can attest, as can every member who has fought at his side, that there is no member of this Society more utterly without fear in the moment of greatest danger.

     He does not rage in battle as some warriors do, nor does he call out boasts or war cries to rally those around him. He fights in something close to perfect silence, broken only by the low and terrible words of the dark pacts he calls upon in moments of greatest need, words in a tongue I do not know and have never asked him to teach me, for there are some knowledges I judge better left ungathered even by a Lorekeeper's hungry instinct. He places himself, without exception and without hesitation, between danger and whichever of his brothers or sisters stands nearest to harm, and I have seen him absorb blows that would have felled a lesser warrior outright, rising from them with a patience that suggests pain itself has long since become to him merely another familiar companion rather than a thing to be feared.

     Molgrath Gorvakkin, our own Overlord and raid main tank, a warrior not given to easy praise, has told me on more than one occasion that he trusts no blade in this Society more completely than Helvaen's to hold a line when all else threatens to break. This is no small testimony from an ogre who has built his own reputation upon precisely such steadfastness, and I record it here as among the clearest evidence I possess that whatever darkness clings to Helvaen's past, it has in no way diminished the honor with which he conducts himself in the present.

Chapter 12: A Reflection Upon Redemption, and Whether He Seeks It

     I have asked myself often, across the long process of assembling this chronicle, whether Helvaen Mordvalis seeks redemption for the path he walked away from the light, and I have come, after much reflection, to believe that he does not, or at least does not seek it in any form the temples of his birth would recognize as such. He has never once, in all our acquaintance, expressed regret for the dark arts he commands, nor has he ever suggested a desire to return to the paladin's vows he abandoned. And yet I would be wrong to characterize him as a man at peace with what he has become, for there is, beneath the cold stillness he presents to the world, a weight that I believe he carries every day of his long and unaging life, a weight that has nothing to do with the gods he forsook and everything to do, I suspect, with whatever befell Brother Aerendil in that deep and forgotten wood so many years ago.

     What he seeks instead, I have come to believe, is something simpler and in its own way more difficult: purpose, and the chance to stand between harm and those he has chosen to call brother and sister, a chance he was perhaps denied in the moment that mattered most to him, so long ago, beneath the silver towers of a city that no longer claims him as its son. The Norrath Secret Society has given him this chance, again and again, across two decades of faithful service, and if there is any redemption available to a soul who has walked as far into shadow as Helvaen Mordvalis has walked, I believe it is to be found precisely here, in the quiet, unglamorous, unending work of standing guard over those who have chosen to stand beside him without judgment of the road that brought him to their side.

Chapter 13: A Final Word, From the Lorekeeper's Own Hand

     I close this chronicle as I began it, with the acknowledgment that much of what is recorded here rests upon inference, fragment, and the patient assembly of scattered testimony rather than upon Helvaen's own full and willing confession. He may read these words one day, for he reads more than his silence would suggest, and he may judge that I have overstepped the boundary of what he was willing to share. If so, I offer him the same defense I would offer any subject of my chronicles: that the Society we serve is built upon the conviction that no soul's history should be lost merely because that soul has chosen silence as its shield, and that to remember a brother's road, in all its sorrow and all its strange and enduring grace, is itself a form of honor, even where that brother might wish otherwise.

     Let it be recorded, then, and let it endure in the archives of this Society for so long as the Society itself endures: that Helvaen Mordvalis, once a paladin of Felwithe, once betrayer of his own kindred and his own gods, has stood for twenty years and more as one of the most steadfast blades the Norrath Secret Society has ever called its own, that he does not age as other souls age, that he speaks seldom and moves through shadow as though shadow itself were kin to him, and that in all the years of his service among us, he has never once given any soul beneath our banners cause to doubt the depth and the honesty of his loyalty.

     Whatever darkness first claimed him in that forgotten wood so long ago, it has not, in the end, claimed all of him. Some part remains that chose, when destiny offered the choice, to stand for something larger than his own long grief. That part, I think, is the truest measure of the man, and it is that part this chronicle is written to preserve.

Thus is it set down, in faithful and patient service to the truth as it has been gathered.

Mordven Nocturnis

Lorekeeper of the Veil

Norrath Secret Society